I was reading Enoch’s Ghost and i got to the part when Elam was at the gate to get into the Bridgelands and he was talking to the gate keeper. When the gate keeper said to him that many theologians were looking at studying god and not obeying him. That part hit me pretty hard. I know that i have not been studying god as much as i should but it made me realize that even though i have been trying to study him more i have also been somewhat ignoring him. Today i was thinking more about that and i realized that i keep asking god to say something to me but then i just keep talking and ignore what he would tell me. i know realize that i need to be more like listener and talk less and listen more. well back to the obeying god. it hit me hard and i understand know that i don’t just need to study god but i also need to obey him.